CLiniCal Year part 1

salam..
dear friends..

today,just got a briefing due to my outpatient practical..uhh...risau giler..sgt2..coz suddenly blur n rase cm banyak giler tak blaja lg,tatau lg,tak hafal lg...siap ade term2 yg cm baru dgr je...mane tak kecut perut a.k.a gastric secretion overdose...hahahaha..y time cannot be stop eh?first and second year of study seriously the best years in my study life here,simply because....i've got a NICE CGPA..hahahaha....start je third yr, dah start drop...salah sendiri ke, salah lecture yg mengajar ke?
kadang2 try pujuk hati, study not because of exam, but as perjuangan sebagai khalifah Allah di muka bumi ini dan belajar demi keredhaanNya...however, as human, we tend to forget that...blajar n cari ilmu hny untuk kejar CGPA 3.75 la..3.65 la..bukan untuk memanfaatkan ilmu yg dipelajari...abes exam,slalunya lupa ape yg blaja tu..umpama lepas berak,flush trus,tak simpan lg..hahahahaha...jadi...ape lagi...renung2kan dan selamat beramal..

HearTBreaK is A part of LiFe

salam,
dear gentle reader,
below is what my friend (tq hazami dear) wrote for me when I'm in the in the really2 bad state of emotion, physical and mentally disturbed due to losing someone that i love...it's a great quotes and i want to share it with all of you..

Realize that whatever is happening (or not) is part at a grand plan at the universe that has divined for your highest good.
Decide that you will go through the grief, anger, disbelief and sadness, but ultimately you will recover, to be wiser and having grown.
Know that love is infinite and you can generate as much as you consume.
Believe there are no limits to love and in future you will love another person and be loved than you can possibly imagine.
Remember not to be so caught up with crying over a lost skateboard (a.k.a Mr XXXX) that you miss the Rolls Royce parking right in front of you (a.k.a Mr RIGHT)....

ThEme SonG..

MeNjaGa HaTi- yovie n nuno

masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah bertanda
cinta tak disini lagi kau telah berpaling

biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
ooh oooh

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meskipun kulihat kau kini diseberang sana

andai akhirnya kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati
sejujurnya aku masih mengharapkanmu



p/s i really like this song...one of the best..very touching..

ResearcH?????

salam...

dear gentle readers,

warghhh....my life just entered a danger zone!wuhuuu....hv to conduct a research project on my own...takotnyer...takotttt...lebeh takot bile nak present,heheh...i think the supervisor is ok, but i dunno how to defend myself bile present nti..and lebeh takot bile i rase tajuk i agak senang...huhu...org len berusaha cari tajuk yg susah,i plak vice versa..for those readers yg biase alami benda cmni,ape yg korg wat ek..i mean, how u cope with all these fears yg cm over n tak penting pon...stress yg sengaje di cari n dipikir...kadang-kadang org kate hidup ni mudah, tp as a human (insan) we tend to overdo and make our own life miserable..so, fikir2 kan n slmt beramal =p

StuDy oR WoRkiNg?

salam
dear gentle readers,

now i'm back at the campus as the new semester just begin...uhh...mule2 je dah rase down, so how can i face this semester?hahaha...penah gak tfikir naktukar course, tp, org yg tade pendirian je yg leh wat gitu after surviving 3 years..uh...kadang2, sebab down bkn ape, tp mybe sebab lecturer, cara pengajaran ataupun tekanan yg diberikan to us as students which caused us to feel extra stress.kdg2 tak perlu pon stress smpai thp cmtu skali..(hahahaha)..
tambah lg, rite now, i'm still terbelenggu dgn personal prob..b4 this, i still can separate my personal n my study matter successfully, but this time around,i think i'm failed at doing that..for the person which had caused me this misery,all i can said is that, u r really2 GREAT!huh!
sometimes, i sangat tak sabar2 nak abes blaja n keje, because for me, working life is much easier than life during study..n, 1 g, sb i mmg suke wat keje.tmbah lg,bile wat keje, we get MONEY!hahahah...time jd student, wat keje skolah leh dpt duit ker?=p however, some of my frens (whether yg dah keje or blaja lg) said than life during study is much2 more easier compared to working life..hahaha...i'm confused...so, ape pilihan u all?

PeKaN RaBu

bihun sup+nescafe ais!nyam!


salam,

dear gentle readers,

today, asek jalan jer..after send my practical report kt dept yg i practical dlu, then off to pekan rabu for delicious lunch..hahaha..walaupun hny nescafe ais n bihun sup, but gile sedap!kikiki...for those yg tak penah pegi or planning to come to alor setar, jgn tak singgah ke pekan rabu tau..although the name is pekan rabu, but its not open on wednesday only, ok?hari-hari bole mai tau!(eheh,terkeluar plak slang utara)...u can shop for various traditional delicacies,crafts,sarongs, tudungs n...kalo dtg jgn tak rase bihun sup kt kedai mkn D'Lima..(eheh..mcm kedai lain tak jual bihun sup jer...=p) but for me, that shop la yg jual bihun sup yg paling sedap kt pekan rabu (kedai len jgn marah nooo...)hahaha...siyes tak tipu...dulu, dlm sup ade byk daging+organ2 dalaman, tp skrg nak save cost kot, jd tak byk sgtla die letak dlm bihun sup tu, tp still sup die la plg sedap.. dari mule pindah ke kedah 11 years ago smpi skrg blk kedah bile cuti semester, mmg tak penah miss bihun sup pekan rabu tau..so, ape lg,MELANCONG LAH DI DALAM NEGARA...haha..oh ye,pas g pekan rabu i g TESCO plak,hahaha..br je bkak dlm 1month..penat jer jln2 rini..it nak jalan2 cari jodoh, tp tak jumpe gak....kikiki...so,jodoh,bile nak jalan2 cari i plak?=P
hahahah....oklah..got anything to share wit me?feel free to leave a comment...
anyong...salam..

fReakY FriDay (part 2)

salam..

dear gentle readers,

em, y it's freaky?because..haha..jerawat tumbuh lg.benci..i dunno what type of skincare product, or, what skincare product to use to treat my blemishes prob..this is one of , can i call it, a MISFORTUNE to be a woman.hahaha.
we tend to be conscious,erk, ok, not 'we', but other people especally men tend to be conscious of our 'zit' or 'acne' problem...so, as a women, we tend to do all we can in order to make sure that our skin is FREE from problem like that.However, when guy hv an acne prob, we tend to said that its normal...euwwwwhhhh...is it FAIR?hahaha.
well, to be honest, its not fair, but, what can we as women do?give present of acne product to them as a birthday present?hahahaha..i like to do that someday..especially kalo org yg suke kutuk i pasal jerawat i, tibe2 dpt jerawat attack yg dasat.hahahaha..it will be fun.
so, for those gals who have the same prob wit me, feel free to voice out your opinion.wajah ni kurniaan Allah, so, ape hak golongan Adam tu nak kutuk2 kn?hihi..
till we meet again...
salam...

PoEm From A FriEnd

on the other side of sadness,

it is said that there's a smile,

finally we arrived,

but what are we waiting for,

it is not to run away,

but to chase a dream.

we should have gone out to travel on that summer day,

long time ago,

even if tomorrow you see it,

though there isn't any sigh anymore,

like a ship going against the current flow,

right now go forward and move ahead,

even if it cuts through the rain and clouds,

the wet road will shine,

cause only the dark will teach,

a stronger and stronger light,

so let's go forward and move ahead,

to your uncertain future

p/s tq to mr ahmad for a nice poem.hahaha.btw the orchid pic up there was taken by me at Kinabalu Park using my Nokia xpress music.(statement tak bole blah.hahaha)

fReakY FriDay (part 1)

my pink jade bracelet+green jade ring

dear readers...

salam to all...

hahaha..today i wake up very late..near 11 gtu(alamak!brani gile statement!)hahaha...ada 2 hari saje for extra sleep and lazing around, so i just used every opportunity yang ade untuk tido sepuasnye...

btw, i gv my mom chance to cook today..eheh..asek i je yg masak, nak gak rase masakan mak..=p

punyelah syok lazing around, i nearly forget that i had to send a copy of my report to the dept yg i practical ritu...sieeewwwwtt btol..dah la byk kuih lompang yg kene baiki..hahaha..my mom siap nak ajak g shopping lg...

rite now i'm in the process of revamp my wardrobe and my style..in order to start over a new life a turn over a new leaf, there are so many things to do, rite?currently i'm obsessed with crystal and jade..a proud owner of a nice pink jade bracelet and a green jade ring..hehehe..not to mention nice and shining crystal bracelets( and everything i got it for free!hahaha) So, for those who likes to share any info bout crystals and jades, feel free to share it with me=)

feel so sleepy...uh, serotonin quite high...hahaha...gotta go!

a NEW leaf..

dear gentle readers..


salam pkenalan untuk semua...


hello to all...


anyong haseyo...


well,i just start this blog, just to express myself and help me to start over a new life..


being hurt is not easy to handle and overcome...those who said that time will heal certainly a liar...definitely..


haha..so, insted of crying and wish that time will heal quickly, i just need to make myself busy...n here i am..


some quote that i've read in one of mag:


"cuba melupakan seseorang yang pernah kita cintai seolah-olah cuba mengingati seseorang yang belum pernah kita jumpa"

forgetting someone is hard...but if org tu dah lupekan kite dgn mudahnye...watpe tunggu n mengenangnye lagi kan?

LovE

They do not love that do not show their love..the course of true love never did run smooth.love is a familiar.love is a devil.there is no evil angel but love-SHAKESPEARE-